I always thought that I'm at fault for not playing my part well. But I did try my best to forget all the unhappiness that happened, in fact I've gotten over it. I guess things just don't go my way. Just when I thought that the sun was shinning again, heavy pours shatter my hopes. I'm unsure of how I am supposed to feel. Sad? Lost? Disappointed? I had my share of it all. Its pure selfishness on his part. I want all this to end, can I?